On your way to illumination
Self Discovery

It is an important time to clear away any weightiness
what so ever that we retain throughout our emotional history.
Light is luminous illumination is light.
It’s time to lighten up and move further inward.
It’s time to get intimately familiar with the depth of your being
and therefore intimately familiar with all that is.
It’s time to eliminate all traces of whatever may, everything that has,
hindered you by obscuring genuine openness and greater vision.
Let us be sincere about releasing painful attachments and move freely and
powerfully into divine wisdom, your heart.
Your heart is always light and free… this is true and a wonderful discovery. Self-honesty, releases you from the stagnation that holds you in abeyance. Your heart is the ultimate transportation vehicle to unbridled potential, yet…unimagined.
An Overview Journaling your feelings is a great way to clear your entire
living system, emotional, physical, energetic and spiritual. What has to happen to get free of old suppressed feelings?
Just start writing, be honest, scathingly honest. This journal is not for anyone to read, just for you to write clearly and honestly about how you feel. I will repeat the word “honest –honesty –honestly” often through this article. Why? It is because it’s very important. Honesty will be a release valve.
Remember this…
This is not a process of “digging up old stories”.
This is not a process of “working things out”.
This is not a reason for feeling guilty or intensifying dramas.
This is not a process of psychotherapy.
This is not a process of forgiveness.

HONESTLY ACKNOWLEDGE
Understand that…
This is a chance to release emotions that have been suppressed.
This is a way of releasing suppressed emotions that cause disease.
This is an opportunity to be very honest with yourself and about your feelings.
When you stuff your feelings, you deny them. Then you create an undercurrent of pain that remains with you until you admit how you truly feel. This undercurrent of denial creates disease and/or emotional mental, physical and/or spiritual imbalances, can even shorten your life and does definitely narrow the scope of insight.
Emotional denial creates outbursts of constrained anger, over sensitivity to just about everything, dishonesty and projection. Until you are totally honest about your feelings, you will not take responsibility for your responses, blame others for feelings of inadequacy and indulge in revengeful attitudes and in self-pity
and likely become bitter and self-negating.
These habitual characteristics are far more painful than expressing honestly what it is that you actually feel no matter how painful those feeling are. This creates instability and then disease can take over the body, the mind, your emotions and spirit… your life. Remember that disease is also dis-ease,
whatever and however that may take hold.
When we live with suppressed undercurrents of pain (and most people do for lengthy periods in their lives if not for their entire lives), then… every time we meet a situation that resembles our original painful emotions, then distress increases and goes deeper into our system, energetic, physical and emotional; therefore and of course impairing our spiritual openness and understanding.
For example, if you have felt rejected in your life and have not given that pain a place, a space, for release by admission or acknowledgement, then, any situation that resembles not being recognized, will intensify, increase and deepen into the undercurrent of dishonesty that you have (yourself) impacted, into your energetic emotional physical and spiritual bodies… your life.

EXPRESS ! ! ! E X P R E S S
EXPRESS
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E X P R E S S
EXPRESS
Another thing is that, we are unable to receive good council in the form
of loving and helpful creative critique. We take offense at everything that’s offered.
So what to do?
Write you feelings down… honestly! Writing in itself is release. Remember we are not digging
up or boring into old stories. We are simply acknowledging how we do feel and how we have felt.
Releasing those feelings and opening that pain to liberate them, not to intensify them.
In other words…your journal is a journal of honest acknowledged feelings to be freed forever.
Admit your feelings honestly and write them down. You need not edit
what you express or apologize. You just write what you feel. That is all.
No guilt, no story, no forgiveness is necessary. Just write, feel, release. You may cry, you may yell,
you may snap for a moment or a little while, but feel that and free that feeling without building a story around it.
This is very personal writing and is only for you and not for anyone else to read. Protect your private journal.
You need not fix anything, just feel what you feel…in freedom and honesty. If you start to create bigger stories that dramatize your feelings…just stop and release what is being felt in the moment. Just feel, write, acknowledge and release. You may also draw as well as writing. However writing is releasing! So be sure to write. This is your journal, your private feelings. Let them have a space for letting go freely and forever. It’s a lot like taking a refreshing bath after traveling on a dusty road after a long journey.Some people have had great healings, even from cancer, by opening the undercurrent of denial by acknowledging and releasing their feelings.
R E L E A S E
So start today and write, write, write. This is an important time to clear away the residue of what has passed and…still lingers … because it has been denied. BE HONEST AND RELEASE…RELEASE, RELEASE.
IN THE NEAR FUTURE I am likely to have a few suggestions in the coming weeks for people who write and release. I may do this through private e-mail but might add it to the blog.
Let us see what develops in the journal community.
For those who want to let me know that you are Journaling your feelings and want some direction if you might get a bit stuck along the way. Write to shantimayi@shantimayi.com and in the subject write JOURNALING.
Please do not send long e-mails. Do not detail your life or send
comprehensive stories. Just write a few sentences telling me what you need help
with and I will write as soon as possible. I am traveling, but do want to be available for you.
Anyone who wants to be added to the journal community,
let me know that you are starting a journal. Please feel welcome
to do that by writing to the above e-mail address with the same subject title…
JOURNALING. I may list names or locations or initials (only with your permission of course)
for a kind of journal circle.However your journal is not to be shared… perhaps we can share the results and processes. A journal circle is but a consideration and may not develop at all.
Let us see what happens as the emails come in.
I will address some issues on the blog if it looks as though it would be helpful to people to do so.
GET THAT BLANK BOOK AND START CLEARING AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. GOOD WRITING AND RELEASING!
Blessings ShantiMayi
20 Comments
thank you and bless your work, big love, dale
Wonderful! Looking forward to releasing whatever emotional blockages may be stored (and hiding out) in some of the 70+ trillion cells that form a human expression!
Thank you,ShantiMayi
and
Happy Journaling everyone!!!
GREETINGS!!
I want to thank you all, you who have written to the blog.
I think this process is a wonderful deep experience.
The people who “go for it” will certainly benefit.
I would love to hear of your processes.
One person wrote (to my e mail address) to say that she found a great deal of compassion and positive feelings flowing out of the writing as she wrote five pages on her first attempt. Knowing her, I am sure she writes her feelings whatever they are.
So she encourages writing and releasing as a very positive process(for her and for all).
The community is getting strong and expanding. A new member of the circle joins every day.
Remember…this is to free up… to heal and to insure good balanced mind, emotions and health.
Please continue to write, to journal and to share your process here on the blog.
Remember I am managing the blog as I travel.
This blog is for the Journal Community…for now .
I will only post helpful, insightful or simply sharing posts for the J C for a while.
So keep on writing and I will get back with you soon.
Remember if you need help and don’t want to post here on the blog,
you can write to my email address and remember
I am traveling so I will get back with you A S A P.
Blessings ShantiMayi
Today I felt in a funk all day: physically, mentally and emotionally. I smudged myself with sage. I used Aura Soma. I used Quantum Touch. I simply felt what was up. Then finally I sat down to journal. I wrote and wrote, then got up and was amazed at how much energy was moved and how the funk had lifted.
It seems that I have found my way in with journalling, or at least this experience was so encouraging that I will continue.
Several people the past days have loaded me down with advise and suggestions on how to heal. I appreciate how aligned I am with you and myself to simply discern and follow the suggestions you offer to journal, seeing they are most useful.
Beloved ShantiMayi,
I just red about your call to start journaling. It’s very accurate in this time and I start today.
Love, Shakti
this comes just in the right Moment….You do such a wonderfull work, thank you Shantimayi!
This offering comes as an answer to a prayer.
Thank You ShantiMayi
Thoughts creating feelings, coming and going, changing all the time. Nothing remains, everything dissolves into this not knowing anything. Contraction, relaxation, just seeing, not knowing.
the journaling stirrs a lot and in the same moment it brings much more awareness to feelings and emotions, because the moment feelings are rising, i start journaling inardly and so immediatly i take a more observing part in the whole process and i am not reacting so easily but rather considering and waiting what occurrs. It seems when i am emotional the mind gets much more active and when i am in deeper feelings i am more still and receptive…
GREETINGS EVERYONE
I am very happy to see so many people joining the JC and ´´GOING for it“ so to speak.
Many people have written to my email address. It looks like this is an important time and opportunity to clear out, release, untie, those knots that hold humans to their past and create disease in the emotional field as well as in the body.
If anyone sees, experiences or intuits a difference and a greater well- being in those ways…please share with us what you have discovered.
I am now in Italy on a slow connection, typing on a German keyboard.
So excuse me for any errors or for being so short with my message…but as I said, I am traveling and will do the very best I can.
I want to acknowledge those who have written to my e mail address.
I am reading every email, but until I get a better connection, I will not be able to answer quickly.
I will write more from Gomera….KEEP ON WRITING and RELEASING, it is a very important time for that.
Blessings to you all
ShantiMayi
It is so beautiful how everything comes together. Being in a process and recomended to write write write and now reading all this – it just all comes together.
Thank you ShantiMay for being so right on from the core of my heart. lots of loving love
Five days ago I started writing… what an extra surprise to feel the gift of your intense presence within like in meditation… a golden stream.
Writing has always been a familiar way of expression and release for me. Now new – no focus in the story, becoming aware Stop! no story, so beautiful to “only” feel, so fresh, so alive, this moment! Release the mind of the story seems for me half the way, then to feel the purity of the feeling, its deepness and clarity till I am silent…
thoughts and feelings are fleeting and transient… going on… ongoing…
Thank You, ShantiMayi, for this great support of what is going on, right now. Old feelings keep coming, its like a waterfall. So I might as well write them down in a journal, and release them from my system.
Lots of love from Naganath.
When journaling came as a suggestion my first thought was hey, i love journaling, i will buy a beautiful book, where is my nice pen, it was simply a way of putting things off.
A nagging thought – journal, journal journal persisted in the back of my mind, but never when i was in or near a stationary shop! Inevitably, two evenings ago i started hammering away on my keyboard and understood it does not have to be in a notebook, it does not have to have continuity, writing for me is a clearing. It helped me move out of that moment of angst.
With Love
Padma
Its truly amazing how simple things can be sometimes. Recently I’ve been wallowing in self-pity, thinking that no one could understand my pain or joys. And perhaps that is true to a certain extent. It is one of the many charms of this world.
In any case I came on here and remembered that I can certainly understand myself. And if I do not then it is strange of me to expect others to do so!!!
The writing has been a very wonderfully painful release and it is helping me to get to know myself a little better , day by day. It has been very healing , to say the least , thank you once again ShantiMayi for reminding me. Please keep doing so , for sometimes we can pretend to ignore our hearts.
With Gratitude,
Raghav
My heart is soooooooo lifted that this is happening…I have just begun to journal….often I come to such creative thoughts…..hmmmmmm….I can make a book….and I love this pen I am using…and and….and sadness and pain and joy…..so grateful to you ShantiMayi and to all..xx
In a very simple and very deep way this writing goes straight to the roots of pain and suffering.
When I am empty of words after one writing there is always stillness and peace and relaxation.
To be honest, I did not believe into this method when I heard about it – I only gave it a chance because this offering comes from beloved ShantiMayi.
I am happy I did !!!!!!
Love to all of you
Nirmala Sundari
Your piece about releasing vent up feeling is excellent as I am doing healing and have been encouraging many of my friends and family and people that are having problems…..
I currently do this on a daily basis.
It really works
My resolution from now on is to write down every single day about my feelings and emotions, and I am starting at this right moment. Thank you for lighting up my way.
Namaste
madhu
Wow, I just put 3 words into the search bar feelings emotions and writing and this is what I got. Who knew that this is what I’ve been doing all these yrs, Journaling lol and who knew then that I would one day feel like this! lol. You see I have been journaling since I was about 12 or 13 yrs. old after realizing that my psychiatrist was not enough. Today I am 39 and I still journal, I tell stories now too but the biggest thing I am today is happy. sooooooooooo, undeniably happy and in love with my everybeing of my entire body. You would have never guessed that I was sad and suicidal everyday for more then half my life and that through writing I have finally freed myself from that bondage and today because of it I no longer need a shrink lol. Every yr I give teenagers little books and pens in their Christmas stockings to pass on this freedom . Thank you so much shantiMayi, you do not know how many doors you’ve opened GOD BLESS.